I keep doing things for the last time with my current face. Last night I took it over to the Zen center for a final stint as Monday night monitor, then folded it up like a rakusu and put it aside.
Started pre-op probiotics this morning. The blueberry flavor is like eighties yogurt and the bacterial content makes me think of the sake fermented from shrine maidens' saliva.
#trans #ffs #zen #kuchikamizake #blueberries #shapeshiftingnarrativewithblueberries
@pauline, it’s a very strange feeling, isn’t it?
For me, it’s heightened every day for the past two weeks. By the time they wheel me into the operating room, I expect to be vibrating with all the kinetic fury of an enraged hornets’ nest.
I’ll say Yes to the Valium
@nicole I'm now so used to the group texts that the lack of a one-click laugh tapback is throwing me.
@pauline now that I think about it, this really is the closest one can get to a group chat with everyone you know in it. 😁
@pauline I don’t know, a nice anti-aliasing algorithm might be perfect for accelerated scar recovery.