I’m in the Mission, enjoying a post-Furiosa Wesburger.
I don’t enjoy these films so much as admire their alienness. This one epitomizes that distinction: amazement and boredom in equal measure. At moments, I was enthralled; at moments, I realized I’d been staring at my shoelaces for uninterrupted minutes while vehicles exploded above me. There was a moment I almost cried; there were entire acts where I felt numb. I was never excited, but these films weren’t made to excite someone like me.
Starting facial electrolysis in the middle of my team’s visit to SF. This means mandatory stubble and no Zoom filter to hide behind. 🙄
Arguably, this is either my fault for not starting earlier, or my fault for not starting later. Either way, it’s my fault!
I’m pretty happy with how far lasers and hormones took me, but as the other changes have compounded, having to shave, even if only every other day, just feels goofy.
But, oh boy, that upper lip line is supposed to be atomically painful 😵💫
The cascade of minor apartment advances: I bought a sofa and then a desk, then I hung some art, and finally I had friends over. I even baked popovers.
I need to sort out a few more things like refreshing the paint, and having cushions made for the window seats, but I’m starting to feel settled.
Or will, once I cycle out all the moving boxes that I broke down for recycling.
@Em0nM4stodon I think I'm wrong and right all at once but that's the fun part of saying shit online
Watched Blue Hawaii—the Elvis Hawaii movie—last night.
Another fascinating example of cultural drift, this one rises to the level of Dadaism.
Nothing anyone does or says makes any sense. Motives and mores that don’t feel so much dated as foreign. Watch it sideways, watch it upside down, watch it any way you want: it’s barely intelligible alien quirk.
Elvis’ makeup enhances this unwordly effect by reducing his face to the specular sheen of a Toy Story character.
More importantly: I came away. Now I’m sitting at SFO with a glass of wine and a boarding pass.
https://sadbrowngirl.substack.com/p/the-logic-of-protection
"Protection is a desperate attempt to produce the veneer of trans inclusion as progress while avoiding the genuine challenge of letting trans people transition simply because that is what they want. The logic of protection is not new, but it is today proving its ultimate futility. It not only fails to stop the restriction of medical transition because it has no collective vision or demand, just a series of private individuals--
I'm a woman, so I'm treated like a woman, but I'm also punished like one when I challenge patriarchy, and so much moreso, because my existence itself is a challenge to patriarchy.
Femininity is both a sin and a vice in the context of patriarchy, so by embracing it, trans women have committed the ultimate sin and perversion.
Being trans is not the crime, femininity is.
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