Fuck, she won't do an orchi until I've been on estrogen for a year. That puts me in April. According to her the office is strict WPATH and I was too nervous to point out that they're on WPATH 7 and not WPATH 8, which doesn't require a year, nor does it require letters.

Every fucking night I'm laying curled up in a fucking ball in pain. I hate this. I want them gone!!